Lately there has been a lot going on in my life that has brought me down. It seems to be getting worse, I’m beginning to find even the most mundane of acts to be epic tasks. I have no drive and I don’t care. I had a talk with a friend recently who told me that I should go and see a Doctor as they would sign me off for a few weeks with depression. I spoke to another friend about it and he laughed and said of course you’re depressed you’re a Goth. That’s the worst thing about all this, I’m becoming what I hate the self-obsessed miserable mopeygoth. I won’t let it happen. I’m going to take some time off and if I can afford it I’m going to go away for a few days to try and shake this off.

In the meantime I would like to apologise in advance for being flaky, unreliable and moody. Please try not to take anything I say or do personally as I’m quite seriously not myself at the moment. The other thing I wanted to ask my friends is not to ask me how I am, I don’t want to talk about this as I don’t understand it. Just let me get through this and then I’ll be back, the sarcastic realist you all know and love.

Thank you for reading this, I wouldn’t be able to explain this to any of you in person I’m far too embarrassed. Don’t worry about me though I’ll be back soon.

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