It’s not a light at the end of the tunnel it’s an oncoming train.
<moan>
Do you ever feel this way? There’s just too much
going on to deal with. My Nan and my Mum both have health issues at the moment,
the politics at Uni are way out of control, the teaching at Uni is way below
acceptable, I feel like I’ve got loads of Uni work to do, money’s tight, I’m
gonna have to fight with PC World to get my laptop replaced (which means
reinstalling everything again), I need to go to work to earn more money but I
don’t have time to go, I need to go to the dentist but I’m scared how much it’s
gonna cost, I wish I hadn’t cut my hair off, I don’t know what to get people for
Christmas, I seem to be forgetting things that I’m supposed to do more and more
often, I’ve not been keeping in touch with people properly and Jo and I really
need a holiday but we don’t have the necessary time or money. Generally I’m
f**ked and I’m sick of fighting with people.
This is an incredibly
down entry and I probably shouldn’t have put it up here but it’s too late for
that now. It’s here and it reflects how I feel right now. I know a lot of the
things above seem trivial but they add up, and I know that everyone has similar
problems but my Mum always told me that a problem shared is a problem halved so
I hope tons of people read this. I know I’m really lucky in so many ways but
it’s hard to focus on the positive when you have to look at it through all the
daily crap in life.
</moan>